After all this.

After all this trials and testings, I know I will be victorious through Christ Jesus! And I am going to cry with a lot of joy in my heart. I don’t know why, I don’t understand why God is letting this things happen to me but I will keep on trusting Him. I have soooo many questions, but I will simply trust. To God be all the glory!

“ Don’t be afraid of your flaws; acknowledge them and let God use you anyway. Quit worrying about what you’re not and give God what you are. ”

─ Joyce Meyer Ministries ─

This. I trust God above all.

Now I am experiencing how the Devil hates me. He is doing all he can to steal my faith, to destroy me. But it won’t bring me down at the very least, my foundation is God, my rock, my refuge. I shall not fear evil for God is for me. I know God will use this situation for my good, even if Satan and other people meant it for bad. I will keep my faith and trust the Lord, my God to protect me. I know God is able, nothing is too hard for Him and definitely, nothing is impossible for Him. I am a Christian but it doesn’t mean I am holy and perfect; I am not, but my God is. I know we can tough this thing out, Jesus and I. I know He will never leave me in this really tough situation. I can take every insult, every painful words for I am learning in every hardships that I face. Yes, I have been a sinner since birth but that doesn’t stop me from following the Lord. I do not deny being a hypocrite, lustful, and everything else you could say, but I am trying my very best to turn away from all those sins. God, exposed it all so I could see. Not to condemn me, because there is no condemnation in Christ, but to help me, to help me learn from it, to turn away from all of it, for my own good. I repented and asked for His forgiveness.

You bless them by saying,
    “You told me your sins,
without trying to hide them,
    and now I forgive you.” (Psalm 32:2)

Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. -Romans 12:21

Pray when you are being persecuted, even if all the whole world is against you, God will always be at your side. 

When you are tempted to sin, don’t take God’s goodness for granted by telling yourself, “God will forgive this, its only a little sin, He doesn’t mind it”. Remember, God doesn’t love sins and that will never change. 

For once, Jesus took all your sin, guilt and death at the cross. “It wasn’t easy but it was worth it.”

—KnowJesusKnowLove

Praise be to God.

If people think you’re fake because you treat everyone just the same, don’t mind it, the Lord commanded to love your friends AND your enemies. If people say different insults against you, don’t mind it, remember that at some point in their lives, they’ve experienced the same and they want you too. If someone really hates you, love them back, the Lord knows how to reward those who diligently follow His commandments. Though its hard to love your enemies, just remember what Christ has done for you. You were His enemies before the crucifixion, but He loves you that much to die for you at the Cross. Jesus took all the insults, all the pain FOR YOU. He loves that much! Jesus Christ loves that much. 

Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort. (2 Corinthians 1:3)

PRAISE GOD!


Oh, how He loves!

God bless you, dear.


—KnowJesusKnowLove

“ Trusting God brings life. Believing brings rest. So stop trying to figure everything out, and let God be God in your life. ”

─ Joyce Meyer Ministries ─

All I am, I surrender.

In everything that you do, have faith.

In all circumstances, have faith.

Though the road is too hard to cross, have faith.

Even if it feels like you have a unique problem and that you’re alone, have faith.

Give me faith to trust what you say 
That you’re good and your love is great 
I’m broken inside, I give you my life 

Give me faith by Elevation Worship

BECAUSE OUR GOD IS FAITHFUL.

When you pass through the waters, 
    I will be with you; 
and when you pass through the rivers,
    they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire, 
    you will not be burned;
    the flames will not set you ablaze.

Isaiah 43:2

Oh yeah.

I don’t know how I survived that storm. All I know is that my Lord is faithful.

Tenth Avenue North - Worn Lyrics

I’m Tired I’m worn
My heart is heavy
From the work it takes to keep on breathing
I’ve made mistakes
I’ve let my hope fail
My soul feels crushed by the weight of this world
And I know that you can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that’s frail and torn
I wanna know the sun can rise from the ashes of a broken life
And all that’s dead inside can be reborn
Cause I’m worn

I know I need to lift my eyes up
But im too weak
Life just won’t let up
And I know that you can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that’s frail and torn
I wanna know the sun can rise from the ashes of a broken life
And all that’s dead inside can be reborn
Cause I’m worn
My prayers are wearing thin
And I’m worn
Even before the day begins
I’m worn
I’ve lost my will to fight
I’m worn
Heaven come and flood my eyes

Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that’s frail and torn
I wanna know the sun can rise from the ashes of a broken life
And all that’s dead inside can be reborn
Cause all that’s dead inside will be reborn

Though I’m worn
Yeah I’m worn 


For when I am weak, then I am strong.

I should be strong and brave but I still find myself chained at my weaknesses. I easily get affected by the people around me, especially those who are close to my heart. I always see myself as undeserving of anybody’s love, particularly of God’s love. I always end up failing Him, and that hurts most of all. I don’t want to fail God but here I am, failing Him again. 

I feel His love so strong that it makes me feel so sorry. It is indeed painful for me and certainly for Him. But I will still praise Him. For when I am weak, then I am strong. God is enough for me. 

I want to scream. I want to break free from myself. I want to shout to the Lord that I love Him. I want to cry out! I am ruined but I will trust God. I AM WEAK BUT MY GOD IS STRONG! 

10 Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death. 11 See what this godly sorrow has produced in you: what earnestness, what eagerness to clear yourselves, what indignation, what alarm, what longing, what concern, what readiness to see justice done. At every point you have proved yourselves to be innocent in this matter. (2 Corinthians 7:10-11)


I really don’t want to be my weak self anymore. I am really sorry, oh God. I am discouraged but I will still say, “Thank you, Jesus!”.

PRAISE GOD in all circumstances.

I just want to share this so that if any of you might be experiencing the same, will find his/herself not alone in the struggle. We are never alone. God is with us, even when we don’t really deserve it, we are loved by our heavenly Father.

Praise God! 

—KnowJesusKnowLove